your lips is what i craves for,your hug is what im dying for but YOU is what im addicted to.

eyes are red and tears are shed.

how can the day be so long?

I'm so glad I found you.Even though the day went so wrong.

Let me hold you for the last time.

the truth hurts and lies worse.

say it again for me that you love me.

i hate it when anybody makes a FAKE promises to me.

I miss you when you are far away. I think of you each night & day. But incase we can't be together. I'll miss you now & forever!

Time seems to crawl when you miss the one you love.

I don't know why you are so special to me? why I like you? Why I care for you? Why I always think of you? Why I loved you but one thing for sure I know that my life won't be like this without you!

"If I hadn't met you, I wouldn't like you. If I didn't like you, I wouldn't love you. If I didn't love you, I wouldn't miss you. But I did, I do, and I will.

If ever things would change and your love would fade, I’d still not break the promise I made. if you let go I’ll accept and there's nothing I can do but I’ll be there and still love you.

I want to stare into your eyes and never look away,I want you to hold me in your arms and tell me it's okay, I want to kiss with a passion that only we can share, and when it all falls down I want you to be there.

i miss him so much.his finally on his way to pangkor with his friends (school trip).yeah he will be enjoying like crap over there.baby i love you alot.

sorry for not blogging for so long.cause really busy these few days.when to gym almost everyday.DETERMINATION to get HOT body....hahaha.need to tone up me body..!going to gym again tomorrow.studying for upcoming exams..freakking scary man SPM is just around the corner.*panicking*....!


there is lots of pictures taken but im just too lazy to post it up, maybe some other day laa.

all i want is him now by my side! muakx..

The day I met you was the day I knew I'd found happiness.

Time goes by a lot slower when you miss the one you love.

You made me miss you too much!

You may be out of my sight… but never out of my mind… I Miss You!

Without you in a day makes it feel like forever!

i can’t imagine me without you.

I MISS you endlessly.

I woke up everyday thinking of you, i went through everyday with you in my head i went to sleep thinking about you…then i dreamed about you…now all i can do is miss you!

Wherever you are, whatever you are doing, stop and smile because I am thinking of you.

Say it again that you love me.

I sit and wait for you to call, time seems forever,to hear your voice would be a relief from the pain i have when i’m not with you.

I hate having pictures of you; they are constant reminders how you’re there.. And I’m just here.

i miss you…everytime your gone…i miss you…everytime i don’t have your call…i miss you….everytime and everynight your not by myside.

it may be now or never, i’ll wait for you forever.

why did you have to leave me like this?

You are the only one i love and the only one i tried to hold on to.

i tried to hate you for leaving,yet i see your face and the pain leaves....but i will never try to stop loving you.

Sometimes it hurt so much when you misses somebody that you can no longer breath…..no longer cry…..then the pain becomes familiar everyday that you just get used to it….and eventually there’s numbness…….

i try to forget you and i hurt myself, i try get away from you i hurt my soul.

my love ! (my very first photo taken with him)

black and white :)

smiley smile *

*gonna try my best to do my addmaths project......(so freakking hard laaa)

*study like hell crazy for upcoming examss..

*stress myself....!

please stay...muakx

i meant everything i said!

Did you ever fall for someone you know you shouldn't?
Try hard to fight your feelings, but you just couldn't?
You fall deeper with each passing day,
But try to hide it in every possible way.
Keep lying that he's just a friend?
Perhaps your feelings you can never show.
Perhaps it's "wrong" for him to know.

Should I smile because we are friends?
Or cry because we'll never be anything more?

I'm trying really hard not to cry over you because every tear is just one more reminder that I don't know how to let you go.

You are everywhere to me,no matter how far you are,
cause everytime i see, you are always here with me.

You will always be my endless love.

When a GIRL looks at u with eyes full of questions,
She is wondering how long you will be around.
When a GIRL answers "i'm fine" after afew seconds,
She is not at all fine.
When a GIRL sms's u everyday,
She wants you to reply at least once.
When i say i love you,i mean it.

If you cant get someone off your mind they are probably supposed to be there.

I will give you my heart until the end of time,you are all i need.

When I first saw you, I was afraid to talk to you.
When I first talked to you, I was afraid to like you.
When I first liked you, I was afraid to love you.
Now that I love you I'm afraid to lose you.

I miss you when I laugh and cry, because I know that you are the one that makes my laughter grow, and my tears disappear.

The moment i saw you cry,my heart stop beating.
wondering why did i do that to you,
and all he says was "just stay,dont go".

Im trying to wash the pain away from me!
everytime i close my eyes you are the only thing i can see.

i'll wait for you no matter how long it takes-BRANDON CHRISTOPHER SMITH.my love.

i'll wait for you baby !

is this what i should get for all i did?

so speechless!i miss him so much!

assorted !

wow feeling so exhausted these few days.and amazingly i've been hanging out most of the day with these few peoples:

• LIOW MEY LING
• NICOLE TANG & TAY KAI JIN

sometimes:

• FANG XIN YIN
• TAN YAN LING
• KOH TSI MINN

hardly:

• CHOONG JO YEE
• LAI CHUI SHEN
• TEO FEN LEIGH

yup last few days stayed over mey ling's house.some gross stuff happen..eeewww..last saturday (13/06/2009) when to the gym at true fitness! workout awhile.after that mey ling,nicole and xin yin when to the sauna and lots of FUN stuff happen and super loud! super crazyly loud till some personal trainer are complaining man...haha..then when to had BAK KUT TEH at ss14! super nice.all of over hard work of burning calories are worthless! haha..

last 12/06/2009 was me and my baby's special day! finally 2nd month of being together!

• never gonna shut you out of my life.
• baby i love you.
• to make you mine,just stay with me.
• its hard to tell myself that you are gone when i can feel that you are around me all the time.
• love spending my time with you baby.
• 2 months and still counting and never ends!
• I'm selfish 'cause I don't wanna share him with nobody not even those people that came before me.!
• hold him close to feel his heart beats.
• tell him,tell him that i love him so much.
• loves grows.
• never let him go.

current favourite phrase is:

oh just do what you want,what you want like nobodies watching you !

tomorrow having school la..and till now i still havent sleep la.so got to go sleep d..cant wait for tomorrow! cause get to see my baby.its just so hard to even meet up with him la..so every single time we meet up i just got to appriciate every single second with him..! hahaha..

Time is too slow for those who waits.I Love You... is the sweetest phrase that any heart can share; and it's the only one I feel whenever you are there. Because there are no other words that really can define that special feeling that I have just knowing you are mine.As we grow older together, As we continue to change with age, There is one thing that will never change. . . I will always keep falling in love with you.We were given: Two hands to hold,to legs to walk, two eyes to see, two ears to listen, but why only one heart? Because the other was given to someone else. For us to find.Two hearts that beat as one.

no titLe

what should i feel now? numb?

i just wanna be with him but cause of so many reasons,i just ignore and i understand him.what should i do now?when i have the chance to meet up with him i will definitely appreciate every single second.but its just that its not enough.im greedy yes! and im being extremely selfish.his mine.but,but,but,but so many buts are revolving around me im just so speechless........his just all i need...i miss you.

a yEar oLder !

yeah its Tay Kai Jin's birthday today !

HAPPY 17th BIRTHDAY TAY KAI JIN !

celebrated his birthday last night midnight with some of his friends in his house.okay not gonna elaborate more but roughly we had lots of fun la.gave him surprise in the midnight.he was freakking shock and of course happy.Nicole his girlfriend bought him cupcakes ! and their one year anniversary present which is a portrait of both of them awww so cute and super nice picture! so and yea when over to Mey's house to chill and drink.all of us Mey,Nicole,Me,Minn,Xin Yin and Ka Yuen-finally get to come out (: bought each other a 640ml beer bottle to drink and Mey's balcony.then after awhile more Kai Jin,Kai Yang and Sam came over and drank with us too.drink drink drink play play play till 4something (i guess) then the guys wanted to go back home to sleep so they when back and finally all of us felt extremely tired and just slept off till the next morning !

yup the cupcakes from Nicole to him ! ( its from Wondermilk!-super nice cupcakes )

okay time for crazyly me camwhoring pictures cause its too bored !

nicole is on the phone with KJ .

still wanna be in the picture :)

me :) - innocent !

miss him super much! what should i do now? wanting him now.but how? just wanna hear him now.could you just stay here with me?

baBY !

Baby just talk with me,

Cause I want you to stay here with me.

Baby i will wait for you.

Has me up all night I can’t

fall asleep coz I keep thinking of you.

I don’t ever want you to go,

Please stay.

How can I be smiling when you're gone.

I'm yours!

I'm calling his phone up just to tell him how much,

I really love him 'cause he's everything I want,

He listens to me, cares for me so I truly believe.

I'm selfish 'cause I don't wanna share him with nobody.

So kiss me and smile for me,

Hold me like you'll never let me go.

So many times Ive played around,

I tell you now, they dont mean a thing,

Every place I go, I'll think of you.

Just wanna stick with you.

Hate that i love you so much!

The first time I saw you, I knew,

I knew I loved you 'cause my heart stopped.

The first time I kissed you I knew,

I knew I had you 'cause your heart stopped.

The first time I missed you I knew,

I knew I never wanna leave you.

Loving you.

what a daY!!

pictures!

baby!

everytime i look, you're never there,and everytime i sleep,you're always there.when i close my eyes its you i can see,you're everthing i know,that makes me believe,im not alone.counting the days that pass me by.you were the one i loved,the one thing that i tried to hold on to.it seems that i cant live a day without you.it hurts to want everthing and nothing at the same time.i want what's yours and i want what's mine,i want you!i just want to get over it.tears doesnt cure things.i've tried to hold on.......muakzz!