feElinGs...

lovely wOrld,

im feeling SAD but trying to denied it.

ok i think im not blogging for these few days ler kinda busy doing stuff lazy to elaborate.and got NO MOOD today...

every night i close my eyes to sleep,you are always in my dreams.

enD Of stOry

wL

chOcOlate...!

deaR wOrld,

today nothing special happen just when to summit with friends (meyling and a guy name kelvin).cause im kinda desperate for the movie:

watch it already and its super nice.for girls la not for guys.showing all those stuff that girls get drool with it.haha.

then im so craving for chocolate lar.need it so badly.bought toblerone.eating it now.haha..but it still doesnt satisfied me.im sure if something else is here by my side i will be so damn satisfied.but too bad that wont happen.sad again.

dark chocolate..

white chOcOlate!! i bought this :)

everytime i close my eyes you appear in me.i miss you so badly.how could you leave me like that?

eNd Of stOry

wL

speEchless...

hi wOrld,

there's nothing much to say actually.today nothing much happen just when facial with mom after school.get my face clean up.then when to tuition after that go "yam cha" with friends and camwhore and when back home.lazy to blog today ler.next time lar will be posting up more pictures.

yup done 2 of my moral kerja amal already.got to do another 2 more.and still no pictures of me faking cleaning my room and sweeping the floor and recycling..wow..what a faker.havent take..maybe will be taking tomorrow.got to finish it as soon as possible.then have to write 3more tugasan harian lar..so damn lazy lar..got to put in nilai somemore.wow!!!

done:

• perkembangan diri
• kekeluargaan

havent done:

• alam sekitar (2)
  

kissable lips of yours makes me drool and drunk.love you

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wL

baD daY!

dear wOrld,

im so depressed !

really had a bad day today.

• i will not be performing for now maybe next time la.
• teacher complain bout my attire. (sleeves is always up,baju kurung did'nt button,no name tag,ankle socks)
• moral kerja amal pn.umah rani lost both of my kerja amal and my pictures even my surat akuan.
• got to do again kerja amal all 4 and 3more tugasan harian and print pictures..! (worst part - must hand in by 1 april and now its like 26 march)
• failed a few subjects.
• got tonnes of homework.
• im a slow learner need to study extra more.
• no money to spend already.
• cant get what i want.
• stupid rumours.
• still single.
• "no one" message me.(total silent of my phone)
• cried today.

what can get more worst than that?

actually i thought smart people are suppose to think better than the stupid ones but unfortunately i've got it wrong.they rather believe the rumours than the real thing.and the worst part is they got the rumours from a stupid person that they think they are so smart in creating a story.why dont you go publish your very own book.talk whatever you want in the book if you think you are so smart.when you dont know anything please dont simply say.please dont simply create stories.if you have the ability to create so interesting story why dont you go ahead and try to get 100% for EST or maybe english.if you cant do that then stop creating stories that arent true.you are just making ashamed out of yourself. if you not sure about something come forward to me and ask me.dont have to simply assume.im not that type of person that hides the truth.i know what am i doing.you dont have to judge me.im not that dumb eventho i have failed a few subjects this doesnt mean im totally stupid and have no brains at all.i have my limits.never go beyond my limits.

thinking of you.patiently waiting for you !

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wL

haPpy mE!

me in hello kitty sleeping shirt :)
something is missing on my bed.
(in my bed sleeping without YOU !)

hihi wOrld,

yup was so super duper happy yesterday because of something.i dont have to elaborate that. :) you change my whole life.what will you all do if you miss a person?time pass so fast when you are doing something enjoyable and time pass so slow when you are waiting right?! hate that so.hopefully it last forever.but unfortunately some stuff just cant last that long.it all depends on the other person. wow amazingly im still SINGLE for like 1month and 2weeks already. haih.being single isnt that fun.somehow you feel so lonely and cold...what can i do besides waiting huh? okay gonna ignore bout that. sad me!

we're in love isnt it....?

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wL

yAy..

hi wOrld,

yup finally got back my repaired handphone of mine.

yup my phone!

so desperately want to change phone ler.i want iphone! ya i know loads of people are craving for that phone,eventho i dont like it that way but i still want to have it. :)

this is iphone durh!

i kinda want loads of stuff la anybody can get for me? please im begging you. :) (like that would help..nobody even wants to care) i want a new nike/adidas sneakers.need it so badly.a want to go shopping with a freaking rich fella that could spend whatever on me.hehe.really wish that could happen.if it really happens i really will do whatever for him only and only him... :) (im so desperate).

my whole mind is full of you and only you..

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wL

wth !!

hello wOrld,

kinda stress about something la..stupidity of me to stress bout that.but you cant blame on me.most of the people that are in love they feel the same too.when you miss someone you will do whatever to cure that feeling huh?! wth?! :( what should i do now? anybody can help me for now..gonna stop this feeling ler.going crazy man! trying my best to ignore my feelings. but its hard. still trying tho !

kk got to go do some english power point slide show...

you are stuck and lock in my mind forever.assumed you'd always be there.

enD Of stOry

wL

daNcE!

hie wOrld,

hey practise dance today at usj1 avenue.its a very nice place.maybe you all should go there and take a look.is really damn nice.wow today damn tired practising dance steps.gotto go for it la.cause my performance its like on 3april and now i were have to catch up everything and im a slow learner. :)

and oh ya for those who always love to assume stuff please dont.just come up straight to me and ask me the truth never simply assume stupid stuff from me please i hate that so much.you give me bad impression bout you.you are just making your reputation down.if you really wanna talk bad bout me just come straight to my face and tell me if wanna slap me just come and slap me.never talk behind me please.if really hate me come tell me i wont do anything to you la.i promise that if really wan2 slap me just slap i wont scold or hit or anything la.im not so freee to entertain those kind of stuff.

wonder if you realize,i've found somebody like you.

how can i get nearer to you now?

enD Of stOry

wL

whAt a day!

too bored!

wats up wOrld!

wow kinda bored for now.oh ya sorry for the tones of spelling mistake for last posted blog.cause kinda tired blogging that time.as long as you guys understand what i wrote can d la.hehe.today nothing much happen.morning i when shopping with mom at pyramid camwhore alot cause too free d.hehe.after shopping when to tuition at kasturi for sejarah then head over to station1 to "yam cha" with friends.chit chat gossiping bout people.. as usual la. :) thats what girls do.

p/s:for you guys(guys as in man/boy that have dick) out there!never in your life play any girls man! its not good plus when others see you they looked down on you.when you really love a girl go for it never make her feel that she have chance or NEVER make her feel so desperate bout you and all you do is ignore her.please,that is fu**ing not nice.if you dont love her tell her!so think twice before flirting with girls.they might take it seriously.and dont forget the most important thing is girls maturity level is 4years older than the guys.so they most prob will always take things seriously when the guys are just joking or playing.so not nice!

still camwhoring!

tried shirts from "forever21"

shopping!

there is more pics but lazy post it up.. :)

baby can i hug you,i miss you!

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wL

gEnTing

hello wOrld,

wow..today 19/03/2009 i woke up at 2.00p.m. haha.cause was kinda exhausted yesterday.

okay let me start the whole trip again.will never forget bout our "class trip" to genting.first we kinda sat bus to kl sentral then till titiwangsa then reach there kinda running up to a bus to genting.sat in the bus wow it was gross n dirty.haha.then reach there went to the counter put our luggage then have fun.bought the theme park (outdoor) play like hell queing up for 40minutes for the stupid go kart! everything was so fun.oh ya sat space shot!! with sam and kai yang.hahah sam was so freakingly scare man.im not scare and his scare keep on saying will die wan..hahaah me and kai yang was laughing man.sat on the space shot bring us up and we both was asking "sam are you ready" he was like "NO NO NO NO NO NO" and there goes "AAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH"....hahaah okay we sat alot of roller coaster.had tones of fun and we got free tickets to sit the flying coaster! wow damn fun.then the night was around 11.30 we are ready all girls went to the safari club.was kinda weird that i walk first then the fella let us in and later on the guys and the other girls wanted to come in but cannot hahah."evil laugh"...but i didnt really drink but mey,xinyin,nicole drank tequila shot and a samll bag of salt.dunno what is the purpose la.me and jia yin so innocensely didnt drink.but jia yin more innocense drinking her orange juice haaha so cute.everybody was so high laughing at the dance floor.we all made the dance floor rox!cause we were dancing on the centre man..!okay thats for the first night.

second night was the most fun ,kinda, not really for me!!!!!!first we linger in the first world.standing in front the haunted house that we were have to pay rm18 to get scare.but we didnt go in la its a waste of money.then the girls was kinda desperate for the flying coaster again they paid rm8 to sit again hahah desperate.cause its fun la.cant blame them!then around evening we all when back to our hotel room group in there and played DARE OR PAIN.but most of the time we all all kena dare kinda forget bout the PAIN.so everybody didnt stupid things.kinda have fun but to me not really cause i kena teruk from them..ishhhhh..not gonna elaborate bout that part.feel so bad for somebody.am gonna be 'setia' for him only in my life. :) trying to prove its not only a puppy love but the real thing! ;)

then the day we are suppose to come back to subang!! OMG it was so exhausted..!first morning the girls are still despo for the FLYING COASTER! SO THEY WHEN TO SIT IT AGAIN.then later on we walk all around again stand in front of the haunted house again saw the skeleton walking around OMG so scary.am scare okay!nicole was laughing at me. :( then we saw people eating wasabi sushi competition.and the sushi was cover with 2inch thick wasabi.damn hot man.afetr few hours we whne up the bus and go down to titiwangsa,sat monorail back to kl sentral.and guess what we wanted to sit the ktm back to subang but it was hell packed and sat bus from KL wow damn long man have to wait.try sitting a bus in KL you will die.!met up with the C classs people.kinda the bunch of usj13 school people sitting the bus.. :) it took us around 3hours to reach subang and home.wow what a trip! oh all along the trip camwhore like hell.pics dont expect from me cause me no camera.am using a stupid phone and didnt bring camera.

end of "class trip story"..

we had class dinner on 15/03/09 at BUBBA GUMP..it was fun la.kinda forget half of the story but pics was alot la but not from me.and not much from or class people went.kinda disappointed.

kk start from now i've gotto practice dance d for leo night at summit ballroom on 3april.for seafield! gonna be tired these few days practising..

its been so long that i havent seen your face!

enD Of stOry

wL

wHat shOuld i do?

hi world,

yup i know i were suppose to be blogging last few days but i did not cause was having exam.busy with exam gotto study huh! yay tomorrow is the last day of exam.cheErs **. exam was kinda hard.dont think i could score for that. kay forget bout the exam part.

this sunday i will be going to pyramid (bubba gump) to have class dinnEr !! but the whole class barely know went is the date..haha then the next day monday,we will be going to genting.hehe just to chill and hang out there.hAve fUn!!currently now im hating my phone ler im using some "cool" phone of mine.i need a new phone!anyone please buy for me..desperately need a new nice phone.hehe

there actually some small matter that im stress about ler.i wonder who knows what it is.is just that i need that person now.cause i miss him. :) i cant expect that much cause if i did later in the end i might be hurt more.so got to wait and relax while my heart is so numb and weak.

SAVE ME!

just stay with me.

eNd Of stOry

wL

lOve rOmantic stOry Of mine.

stOry telling wOrld,

this story is about a typical love story.there is this two friends,they love each other,but they are not couples.they just love each other.(dont ask me why they didnt couple kay.coz i dunno la).the girl is age 17 and the guy is age 19.they were so happy together messaging each other everyday.as tho they are couples but they are not.then one day the girl starts to think why didnt he ask for couple.after that she thought maybe its not the time yet or his not sure whether is she the right person,so she told her self that she shall wait and wait.

suddenly one day,she found out that she is suffering from a sickness and without realising she's in the hospital and is in a critical conditon.she didnt wanted to let him know.and for few days she didnt even reply his messages.and he starts to wonder is she angry of him.then for few days he feels he misses her alot that he went to her house to find her,then he ask her parents where is she then her parents told him that she is in the hospital for few days already.once he heard,his heart just sank and the tears of his just fell from his eyes to his cheek.he quickly rush to the hospital to see her.but went he reach there,the doctor told him that she is in a very critical condition.

then he rush into her room and starts to grab her hands so tight that he would not want to let her go.he starts to apologize to her saying that his sorry for what he did and all she said was its okay you dont have to say sorry baby.then he starts to cry and cry while holding her hands so tightly.she is so weak that she barely talk.suddenly,her whole body turns cold and she cant breath,cant talk and her eyes shuts slowly and he shouted and called the doctor.after a few minutes later,the doctor came out and told him that she's coma and only 20% of her waking up and if she did,she cant remember the pass.

day by day he comes to visit her,talks to her,take care of her.everyday his always there by her side holding her hands writing words on her palm using his finger.one day he wrote 'WILL YOU MARRY ME?' and suddenly her finger move,he was shocked and called the doctor and the doctor said that not to worry its normal for a coma patient to do so.and his hope just went down but he will never give up.everyday he works hard to buy for her.her favourite wedding ring that cost 10,000 plus.

after 8 years later,he still never gave up on her.he still love her with all his heart.one day while he was working,the doctor called him and told him that your girlfriend has awake.then he qiuckly rush to see her.but before he went into her room,the doctor told him again that for a coma patient,once she's awake its only a few percentage of her remembering the pass.so he have make up his mind and went in.and once he opens the door,she called 'baby?'.he was shocked and went by her side holding her hands with tears of happiness.then she starts to ask 'are you my baby?'and he said yes.her face was full of confuse-ness.and she told him that for these few years time,she feels that there are someone is always by her side telling her stories and taking care of her and keep calling her baby.but she said she cant remember how that person look like.he was sad but he never gave up of trying.then he brought her back home and let her rest for few days at home.after that,day by day he come to her house to fetch her out to all the place where they first met,first kiss,first hug and everywhere that they have good memories.day by day he kept helping her to remember things back.

suddenly one day out of a sudden,she remembers everything again.then she called him and told him 'Baby i Love You Forever'.and one night,he brought her out to a dinner at a romantic place where all the candle was light up everywhere and the surrounding was full of red roses all around the place.it was so romantic and wonderful.then suddenly he takes out from his pocket a ring box and open it and starts saying 'baby will you be mine forever and spend the rest of our life together?' and there goes 'Will You Marry Me' came out from his mouth.without thinking twice she said 'YES' and hug him,kiss him.then she askes him that 'why are you so stupid to buy the most expensive ring?' and he said 'i know that baby love this ring so i bought it just for you'.and they live happily ever after.


p/s:dont ask me why i write this.suddenly it just came out from my mind when i was thinking of someone.

will you take me to your heart?

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wL

too boreD!

me.

guess who? (give comment!)



(:

love him forever.

wOrds

hihi world,

do you people know that some words maybe are not meant to say.you cant be a too straight forward person.not everything your family,friends,cousin,relatives,boyfriends,husband,wife or anybody la says you must believe 100%.some things just cant be differentiate between good or bad or hurtful words.and not everybody is perfect in anyway.no matter how pretty or innocent or good you are,you still not a perfect person.and everybody does mistake in their lives.i know sometimes some people might say or do the most evil or bad stuff they have their reasons and you have no rights to simply assume that she/he mean it.maybe some people mean it and some people doesnt mean it.so dont judge a person by its cover plus what they did.maybe some people feels that its the right thing that she/he wanted to do the most mean stuff.

and when you tell a person that you love them,you just got to prove it but not just say as a vocab.some people might say i love you in every message and some people might say i love you everyday face to face, ask yourself do you actually mean it?if you mean it then its good if you dont, stop the habit.i know and everybody else know that whenever someone hurt someone elses feelings it wont cure no matter how long it takes cause theres surely a scar there in your heart right.so before you wanna hurt someone better think twice before anything happens.and the best is NEVER hurt anyones feeling cause it will haunt you for the rest of your life and forever you will feel so extremely guilty.most people already have a scar in their heart its just that the scar is smaller or bigger it depends.once a heart is broken into many pieces,it can never be fix or attach into the same exact shape.heart is not as simple as you think.

will you be with me forever?

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wL

wILL U let me loVe yOu ?

love world,

im kinda confuse over something stupid.someone help me!! :( i think for now i kinda speechless for eveything.dont really know what to blog today.maybe some other time la.just have to study for now.tomorrow i got exam ler and now im blogging. me photos! :)

me promoting for "lurvE".

yup actually "lurve" is nicer than the normal twisties. (: you people should try.

:)

would you love me?

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wL

iloveyOu

hello world,

wow is single that sad?i've been wondering for almost 3weeks whether is single really that fun?to me i dont think so.but obviously there is something good about couple and good about single right.but currently im single so to me as usual la no different still the same.am still waiting for the right person to ask me for couple/married (: i've found the perfect person for me but will he ask?its okay i shall wait till the happiest moment happen soon.guess so.

what a nice romantic moment.

can i have this moment with someone i love?

will he accept me?

end of story

wL

fyi

yo world,

sorry for not blogging for quite some time.cause there something quite serious happen to me lately and my grandfather has just passed away on monday(23/02/09 - 5.30a.m) the funeral was held in penang for a week.so,not into the mood to blog these few days.and i promise that i will be updating my blog almost everyday start from now.plus my exam is like this coming thursday.and i barely study wow so amazing huh.must at least get 5credit for spm ler..how??

oh ya when i was in penang for a week,i found out that there is education fair in penang.so i have decided to go education fair with my sister.so when there and do some research bout my future course (what im taking next time la).and i might be going to either limkokwing or inti guess so. =) cant go for raffles university cause the tuition fees is so WOW compared to the others.but as you all know that raffles is the best fashion uni so it cant be that cheap right..? so you all know that im quite poor huh so have to go for the cheaper uni hehe.but to enter any universities i need to get at least 5credits ler.to me is kinda hard la please la dont compared me and the smart ones. (= i think thats all i can blog now cause im blogging in my friend's house so kinda no idea what to blog.at night around 10something i will be posting up another blog post again.but dont expect so much kay if im tired then the next day only i will blog la hehe.

end of story for noW

wL