if you ever found yourself all alone,just smile everything will be fine.
will you agree that will work? just came home from mcdonald.felt so lonely after everyones gone back.was standing outside mcdonald waiting for dad for quite some time then it started to rain.its cold and everywhere is covered with raindrops.i turned my head to my left and saw a lovely couple trying to covered each other from getting wet and i turned away.looked around and saw everywhere is full of couples walking everywhere.sweetly spending time together.suddenly out of nowhere my mind has been struck by many questions wondering in my mind asking myself "where is mine?","how long more must you wait for it?","will it happen soon?" all i do was just hoping for miracle to happen.sometimes i just feel like curling up myself in a ball and roll myself under the bed and cry sadly alone.
every single time when the clock strucks to 7.10p.m he were just have to start walking away from me,faraway.ya i know what can he do right.its not what he want but he just have to go for a reason.got to deal with it.but sometimes dealing with it you will finally get fed up with it right.but what can i do to help it.but to stay at my own position as always.an hour or two being with him isnt enough and it will never be enough.seeing/meeting someone you love for just four hours a week is a unbelieveable thing to do.with this normal routine happen all over and over again will only stab your heart for millions of times.hard to even catch a breath.finally get to meet him its like a full relieve and his always my pain killer..making me feel all warm and always save being with him.but great things doesnt always come.you just gotta wait for it.
ya i totally agree that i think alot sometimes but things that i think it might actually happen.and its impossible and i mean it IMPOSSIBLE for a normal guy not to see hot pretty sexy girls.kinda worry bout it.what can i do but to close his eyes which that wont happen in a million years.just see all you want.hopefully he knows his limits.maybe he would not realise that he has already reach his limits.oh my god my brains gonna burst into a million pieces thinking bout it.
everybody wants to spend the rest of their lives with someone....
its sucks that he got to go out everytime with his friends and to somewhere he wants to be.or maybe he can sometimes or even one time try to tell his mom that he got to go out with his close friends but actually go out with his gf.but i dont think he ever do that.his gf is just being very patience for once in her life time for a guy that she really loves .all she wants is to spend a little more time with him when she is having her hard times but its hard and she got no idea how to.she couldnt even contact him.she has already tolerate with him alot but how long can she do that? everytime she have problem in mind,she just couldnt tell him because its hard to explain and if she do he will just feel guilty and sorry.so its no point for her to explain much when she knows that no differences will happen.so she rather keep it to herself and try to make it as a normal thing and try to shine her day with a bright smile on her face.pretending and hiding away from what she feels all the time. BUT NO MATTER WHAT SHE WILL ALWAYS ONLY LOVE HIM WITH ALL HER HEART AND SOUL..
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