how do i feel?

today.....

yup blogging again.these few days dont feel like on9-ing plus blogging is due to some personal reasons of mine.because is really very fustrating these few days.i dont know when will this feeling fade/go away.cause i hate it so much.trying to ignore but its so hard.hopefully soon it will cure someday but time wouldnt cure that much.no matter how long ,the feeling is becoming a mark in me.just hoping that the only cure is the person i need the most now.but i truely understand why is he doing this i dont blame him.there are alot of stuff i wanted to tell him but its hard to even meet him or communicate with him or chat with him.he dont even have a phone as in aaahhhh long story.i dont really know whether it is the truth or not.but hopefully its the truth.i know he used to be a p*ayb*y.but i trying to ignore it.what should i actually feel now.seeing all my friends having boyfriends,date and hugging and kisssing!? me ? am i suppose to be someones light bulb forever? just hopefully everythings fine.i think he dont know how i feel and i really dowan him to know my feeling cause i just want him to be happy with his life plus i dowan to control him at all as long he have his limits then im fine with it..i want him to be happy being with his girlfriend cause i dowan him to complain that ohhh his girlfriends is controlling him and stuff..that sounds sucks.there is more that i wanna say and spill it out but its just aaaahhhhhhhh so geram so i gotta stop right now.

i dont wanna break down.

should i actually talk to him how i feel? but i scare after telling it will be worst la.so i rather be save than sorry..his just stuck in my mind.so hard to even put him aside.i want to but NO cant! my love towards him is too deep.really need him now.wanna hug him.



i just dont understand that we couple already and it feels like nothing.whats the whole point? i just freakking love him!

signing off-wL

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ranDom.

randon picture of my boyfriend ! love him so much till the end of my life !

hey yup yup i know its been a long time my blog is dead.kinda busy lately cause of exams.god man im having exam for 3weeks.can die laa.today really is a sucky day for me.the only moment that i feel not sucky is when im with him.but then after that "something" just spoil me my mood!

i really felt like slaping his fucking face.go get a life stop spoiling my relationship you got yours and go enjoy stop trying to fit in my relationship life.or are you just jealous? wat the fuck.get lost freak ! you will regret for what you have done !cause if you do continue it you will totally get from me !!!! dont dare me to do stuff that i can do! cause i will totally dare to just slap your fucking face problem face! or maybe worst i might just step you kick you till you bleed!!!! dont judge me by my looks as in i may look small but you make my patients gone.i can just do whatever i want till i satisfied myself.

so stop spoiling my relationship if not i will spoil yours ! you totally dont want that to happen cause if it did,you will regret for life !!!

fuck off get a life MKY ! please man you suck to the max.and please la realise that you are so freakking gross.look yourself at the mirror.or maybe the mirror might just break or show an asshole face there.

never mess with the wrong person.i have limits to myself.i dun care who you are.no matter how big you are,you mess my life i mess yours !!! and please never dare me...

MKY sucks to the max like fuck.. !

love him so much why must the time pass so fast?can you stay here with me forever.having you by my side is warm and unforgetable.i love being in your warm arms and body.would you stay with me for long? where are you?you make me lost in your heart.really need you so badly.but i'll wait baybii...the moment i had with you really make my day.didnt want it to end that fast.you are my only hope to make me smile again.am thinking of you.come to me,you are all i need now.i wanna be with you,i wanna hold you tightly never let go.i wanna be the only one in your arms.im cold and lonely what will you do? to be only yours i pray.

-b.c.s-

signing off by me-weI LinG

bazAar !

oh wow today when to bazaar in pj for the shoppaholic's den birthday bash.guess what it sucks so badly.cause nothing and really i mean it nothing catches my eyes.stupid man ! so i when off early to midvalley with mom and sister.shop shop shop over there.then i realise that midvalley is even smaller then pyramid and kinda boring.cause not much nice stuff in there.just a few.even in nichii store they dont even have the heels.the shop is freakking small.all the shop seems small.miserable midvalley!! but at least i got to buy some stuff.hehe :)

all the stuffs i bought :) not much also.

bought this in natural sources.

bought a top in MNG :)

bought panadol cold and flu in guardian.and ZA pore smoother :)

bought cupcakes!

after few hours of boredom.decided to go back already after having mcdonalds as dinner ahhah :)

oh yA before i forget,when i was walking in midvalley alone,an english man (quite cute and super tall around 20plus ) came up to me and ask me, first question:

english man: are you alone?

me: no , i come with my family.

english man: are you lonely?

me: no ! -_-"

english man:do you mind talking to me?

me: err?!

english man: can you be my friend?

me: erm????!!!!!

english man: are you single?

me: NO!! i have a boyfriend !!

english man: excuse me,oh im sorry! thank you.

me: -_-""" swt.. (walks off).

scary man!!! yup yup then when up the car and continue to camwhore!

see me arms !

even obvious ! its me muscle ! :)

i love my baby so much.i really wish he could be here with me.u are all i need now.missing you so much.your face are fading away from me.if you really want me to remember that face of yours please come and be with me now !

currently listening to utada-come back to me !

somEthing...

curious to know?

the whole yesterday was studying like mad! all because of exams are coming.wow !!fustrated man.stressing out myself laaa..

finally,dad came back home from work and asked me whether wanna go shangri-la hotel to listen some talk anot?(bout some nutrition talk ) so i was like wahh finally can go out from the house to somewhere so nice and its in k.l. so,obvious i said YES to follow him :)

yup this is the nutrition stuff..

im taking this product too.kinda amazing and its tasty man.the nicest part is it low in calories and can lose weight,gain weight,maintain weight with the same exact product.for your information,its not slimming product okay! its just a healthy protein drink with less calories.its just that if for some people they want to gain weight they were have to drink 3 times a day and continue eat whatever you want.im taking it for at least 4 to 5 months already.not that i want to lose weight i was just taking it for healthy-ness.but without realising i just lose a few kg hahah.eventho i just eat whatever i want.as you all know im kinda "tham jiak" :) but for me i just drink my protein drink every early morning as in the first meal of the day then in the afternoon i just eat whatever i want :) once you drink it in the morning you will feel very full till the afternoon already.aside from that i did workout also cause its not that i take that protein so seriously i still eat whatever i want.plus its so freakking expensive!! but obviously my family is taking it seriously laa plus in my family im the smallest size and its not so important for me to lose weight :)

wanna know more go herbalife.com !

so yup as usual on the way to shangri-la hotel in k.l, i camwhore and when reach there also continue to camwhore ahhaa.

picture of me camwhoring!

on the way there.

picture of me in shangri-laa toilet ! :)

outfit of the day!


yup blur face she got there.(spoil me picture :) )

without her!

then after done camwhoring when in the grand ballroom for the talk.bla bla bla.felt a little bored then took few pictures of the super beautiful chandeliar.

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beautiful huh ! super huge..

missing him every second of my life.need him to keep me warm every second.without him i feel so cold and lonely.you make my day smile.wondering around where are you?when will you be with me?is this the question that i were have to think every single time when you are not around?no matter how long you want and seriously want me to wait ,for you i will ! love you till the end of my heart.

hey ya!!

brandon smith and wei Ling....

when to pyramid yesterday walk walk shopping but nothing caught my eyes so finally this caught my eyes so decided to buy it..heheh..

yup im been attached for 20days already.loving him so much.really wish nothing serious will happen.if it does it sucks.but i trust him.missing him day by day.

for your information my friends are some attached with love of their lives already.good for them.wish you babes have a nice relationship..

am still looking forward to watch movie with my babes..exams coming laa scary..got to study already..will update soon..bye.

xoxo

love you baby till end of my live.

wL