didnt realise my hair grew that long ady..

start to camwhore.

bored of dead straight hair.

somehow this picture looks emo but im not maybe its just bout the hair..

(will you ever fold this much of tiny little starts for someone? )

I can’t imagine right now

Standing here

Without you

To think that I tried to ignore

What I felt

What I knew

I could never

Stop this feeling

Thank you for not letting go

When I said let me go...

i'll wait for you baby !

oh my god its been a very long time since i blog again.busy studying..spm is like damn near.

saw some most bitches thing ever happen today.woah her eyes could kill any living things ! please man never be so bitchy please.you make people hate you.people might hate you till the max till they rape you,you'll never know. you know who you are and please change.you are just spoiling your own image.unless you think its so DAMN COOL then just continue what you always do la.i cant change you,you change yourself.just realise abit la !

spm is on 18 november

happy 3rd month anniversary baby !

yes only 3months not that long also.but soon it will be forever.

i love you baby.

we will take picture together soon.... :)

hi !

i wanna watch this movie ! :)

OBSESSED !

i think im just thinking tooo much these few days.but i just wanna have him thats all..im being very selfish.NO SHARING BOYFRIENDS !

have some limits while talking to my boyfriend !

dont make me hate you !

LET'S PLAY A LOVE GAME ! ARE YOU IN THIS GAME ?

CURRENTLY ADDICTED TO LADY GAGA-LOVE GAME !

Cassie-is it you?


I'm looking for a lover not a friend
Somebody who can be there when I need someone to talk to
Im looking for someone who won't pretend
Somebody not afraid to say
The way they feel about you

And I'm looking for someone who understands
How I feel
Someone who can keep it real And who knows the way
The way I like to have it my way
And I'm looking for someone who takes me there
Wants to share
Shows he cares
Thinkin' you're the one that I've been waiting for

[chorus: 2x]
Is it you? Is it you?
Maybe you're the one I've been waiting for
Could you be the one for me?
Could you be the one I need?

I'm looking for someone to share my pain
Someone who I can run to
Who will stay with me when it rains
Someone who I can cry with through the night
Someone who I can trust whose heart is right
And I'm looking for someone

And I'm looking for someone who understands
How I feel
Someone who can keep it real
And who knows the way
The way I like to have it my way
And I'm looking for someone who takes me there
Wants to share
Shows he cares
Thinking you're the one that I've been waiting for

[chorus 2x]
Take for granted how much I care (how much I care)
Appreciates that I'm there
Someone who listens
And someone I can call who isn't afraid of love to share

[chorus 2x]

what now?

something surprising happened to me yesterday after school ,was really extremely happy.my boyfriend surprise me by coming to my school to see me and unfortunately to tell me something that really dissapoint me.but i forgive him obviously.at least he have the heart to come and visit me after school.which is enough to cheer my day but obviously a little side of my mind will be extremely sad after hearing what he said to me.cause ever since the day before i keep on telling and bugging my friends bout "i cant wait for 4.50 on friday".as for my close friend they will understand what is it mean.and as for my boyfriend he will feel guilty but its okay im fine.

guess what happen on friday? :

i can really feel extremely lonely for the very first time in my life man! first it was me and mey in the tuition then decided to walk over to carlos to yam cha but too bad she is going to pub with her parents(mey ditch me) so i called terence to walk over to usj9 to teman me over to carlos and sat over there feeling extremely bored with sam and 2more guys.after that sam and terence wanted to walk back to usj9,so i followed them there then terence went off to kancil (terence ditch me).then while i was standing at the mamak called nirwana,sam told me he have to go back too so means (sam ditch me too).ohh soo great.then i called my sis to fetch me and she said wait till 10.30 only pick me up and now its only 10.00p.m.great! so i were have to wait for half and hour for her with a guy name omar which is sam's friend and my old primary school friend.he waited with me for quite some time then his parents came over to fetch him (omar ditch me)... yea whole day people are leaving me to be alone and miserable.what a bad day. hopefully this will not happen again ! hate it so much...!!!!!

i really damn miss him and really do love him with all my heart.but how could i get closer to him?getting closer to him its hard but nomatter how hard or how long it would take ,my love towards him will not fade away.i can feel his warmness everywhere i go but yet his far away from me.how could i possibly get to him? how,when,where???these question seems to appear in my mind ! i'll be okay. i got to be with him so much.

you're my only one that i need,

you're the only one i want,

you're the only one i love,

your're the only one i want in my life the most,

you're the only one i wait,

you're the only one for me.

take your sweet sweet time,ill be here for you baby!

ill love you the same.

ill be here for you.

your lips is what i craves for,your hug is what im dying for but YOU is what im addicted to.

eyes are red and tears are shed.

how can the day be so long?

I'm so glad I found you.Even though the day went so wrong.

Let me hold you for the last time.

the truth hurts and lies worse.

say it again for me that you love me.

i hate it when anybody makes a FAKE promises to me.

I miss you when you are far away. I think of you each night & day. But incase we can't be together. I'll miss you now & forever!

Time seems to crawl when you miss the one you love.

I don't know why you are so special to me? why I like you? Why I care for you? Why I always think of you? Why I loved you but one thing for sure I know that my life won't be like this without you!

"If I hadn't met you, I wouldn't like you. If I didn't like you, I wouldn't love you. If I didn't love you, I wouldn't miss you. But I did, I do, and I will.

If ever things would change and your love would fade, I’d still not break the promise I made. if you let go I’ll accept and there's nothing I can do but I’ll be there and still love you.

I want to stare into your eyes and never look away,I want you to hold me in your arms and tell me it's okay, I want to kiss with a passion that only we can share, and when it all falls down I want you to be there.

i miss him so much.his finally on his way to pangkor with his friends (school trip).yeah he will be enjoying like crap over there.baby i love you alot.

sorry for not blogging for so long.cause really busy these few days.when to gym almost everyday.DETERMINATION to get HOT body....hahaha.need to tone up me body..!going to gym again tomorrow.studying for upcoming exams..freakking scary man SPM is just around the corner.*panicking*....!


there is lots of pictures taken but im just too lazy to post it up, maybe some other day laa.

all i want is him now by my side! muakx..